:: The Empty Shell ::

Somewhere deep inside
There's a place where she can hide.
Somewhere she is all alone,
A place where feelings are all gone...

While in there there's no joy, and no pain.
There is no sunshine, but neither rain.
And it's all closed in, in her private shell,
All sealed so tightly to protect her from Hell.
It's not that bright, but it's also not that dark.
Some might not understand. She didn't at the start...
It all seems to be so right, but it feels way too wrong.
How can a person live somewhere she doesn't belong...?

Everything's outside, but she's too afraid to step out,
So she brings to this place, someone she can't live without.
Suddently she feels, when feelings were none,
And all the gray vanishes, everything but them is gone.
She stares at his eyes, leaving the world behind...
Finds a love so strong only in him she could find.
And, before she realizes, she is back outside...
And nothing else matters as long as he is by her side!

:: Perfection ::

We were standing together face to face...
You were holding me close, my heart began to race.
Our eyes met and the world seemed to disappear,
We began to dance to music only we could hear.
You brushed my cheek and trace my lips tenderly
Our lips met and we kissed passionately...
I was with you and I didn't have a care,
We shared something only you and I could share.

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one in the world can even be compared,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you so much more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

Lets forget everything about our long lost past,
By the way you look at me I know that we will last.
And I only hope that someday you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

:: ( L ) ::

Every minute you're not around,
I feel I've left something behind...
Every time I'm not looking at you,
I feel like I am blind...

If you ask how long I'll love you
Well, this is what I have to say:
Past, present, future, always...
Forever and another day! ♥

:: Midnight Fantasy ::

As I lie in my bed,
My thoughts turn to you.
I think of the time we spent together
And how our love grew.

I miss your voice
As it speaks my name.
I miss your eyes...
How they burn with a passionate flame.

Our hearts beating together...
Stronger and faster heartbeats...
Holding you tightly in my arms
Body and soul successfuly meet.

I want to feel your breath
On my naked skin...
And the touch of your hand
Which ignite the fires within.

My mouth deeply hungers
For the sweetness of your lips.
My body craves your touch
As you explore me with your fingertips.

I want to feel the heat
As the passion quickly builds.
Your caresses and your kisses
Make it easy for my body and soul to yield.

We meet eachother's eyes
As we feed our lusts and desires.
Your flesh and mine becoming one
Burning hot with passion's fire.

Only you can satisfy
And bring me to ecstasy.
Only you can fulfill my deepest desire
And my midnight fantasy.

:: Shut The Fuck Up ::

Just shut up, leave and die...
All you do, do it away from me.
You are more disgusting
That anyone could ever be.

You tell me to relax...
How can I when you're near?
Girl, I hate you so much...
Such lame excuses I don't wanna hear.

We have nothing to "talk" about,
Coz spitting words is all you do...
I'd tell you where you could shove them,
But that would be wasting time on you.

Instead, take your many lies
And walk away across the floor...
You say you just need a little help,
So here, I’ll help you to the door!

Don’t let it hit you on the way out,
I don't want it damaged on your way through.
So make sure you don't even touch it
Because it worths way more than you do.

:: To My Beautiful Man ::

To the man whose beauty is present in all seasons...
I tell you why you are beautiful, here are the reasons:

Your beauty extends into the heavens,
It goes on forever and never lessens.
Even when the clouds heighten,
You are here and the world brightens.
You are like a fruit that constantly ripens,
Your beauty continues to grow no mater what happens.

My fondness for you constantly deepens.
Coz every time I see you my heart starts to weaken.
You make everything else appear hollow,
Wherever you are, loveliness is sure to follow.
You shine so bright you cast your own shadow...
A beauty that others would love to borrow,
But try as they might your beauty they will never catch
Because something like you they could never match.

Your beauty seems to increase with every breath,
It tests the limits my imagination can stretch.
It makes me question if what I am seeing is real,
I only know it is true by the way that I feel.
Your beauty is so vast it can't be concealed...
There is no hiding it, your beauty is always revealed.

The power of your beauty is the world's greatest gift,
The heaviest boulder it could easily lift...
A man this perfect I never knew,
All that changed the moment I met you.
Heaven on Earth, I was not aware
Until I met a man that was crafted with such care.
You would be the answer to a prayer
If someone asked for something rare with beauty to spare.

If I had a choice I would choose this man over air,
For air can't compare to a man not found elsewhere.

:: Memories ::

I sat down beside him,
Not thinking he'd see.
Once I was settled,
His eyes were on me.

Piercing my soul,
My heart and my brain.
I was totally speachless,
I could not meet his gaze.

My heart started racing,
Was he just playing games?
His eyes were so warm,
They took my breath away.

As the minutes ticked by,
I wanted him more.
I still couldn't look up,
My eyes locked on the floor ...

:: L.O.V.E ::

Sweetheart, loving you
Comes so easily to me...
It's what I'm living for,
It's all in the chemistry.
My love, loving you
Is how it's meant to be,
It's something that is
So natural to me...

:: From Above ::

Whenever I'm feeling lonely,
Or maybe just feeling blue,
I think of all the things...
All the little things you do.

Whenever I feel lousy
And seem to have a frown,
I remember all the funny times
And you just turn it upside down.

And then during the night...
Left alone with all my fears,
When I think that all is lost
There you are to dry my tears

Whenever I am depressed
And need you by my side
I remember all the sweet things you say
To make the sadness go away.

When I need a shoulder to cry on
You are always there for me
Taking away all my loneliness
When my life's a mess.

When I need a best friend
And even someone to love
You are there for me
Like my angel from above.

:: Romance ::

I'll do everything
To be where you are.
To spend just an evening
In your place afar.

Beautiful music,
And exquisite wine...
Never has love been
Quite so divine!

But if soon I had to leave
Would you kiss me farewell?
As the last dance is over...
As love stories tell...

If so, I'd never forget
The magic of you,
As I'd be flying back home
And wishing you'd be coming too.

Beautiful romance
It's love on the wing,
Never has true love
Made my heart and soul sing.

:: The Constant Fight ::

I've said that I love you...
Have given you lots of kisses and hugs,
I have given you all of me...
But still those things aren't just enough.

You're the only one I desire,
The only one that's in my heart.
We've got through good and bad times together,
Nothing could keep us apart..

And even during the present,
Times may still be rough,
We'll have our ups and downs,
While days keep getting tough...

With no struggle, live has no purpose,
Cus by then, we'd have nothing to figh for
There would be no win, no drama,
Anything to worship and/or adore...

So I'll be there for, and with you,
Like it or not, forever...
We might not always get along
But at least we'll always get together...

:: An Angel's Kiss ::

An Angel's Kiss...
Lets suppose it exists.

His lips against mine...
Wouldn't it be divine?!
His Angel's Kiss...
Is like so much bliss.
Staring at eachother's eyes...
It'd take me to paradise!
This Angel's Kiss...
There's no better than this.
Like a kiss I know...
Feeding my love to grow.
Your Angel's Kiss...
I shall not ever miss.
It's a dream that came true...
My God, how I love you.

An Angel's Kiss...
I'm so glad it exists.

:: My Miracle, My Friend, My Love ::

As far as the ocean is wide,
through miles and miles of sea;
You will be someone special,
a true miracle to me...

As high upon the mountain tops,
as high as one can climb;
You will be so dear to me,
the best friend I can find.

As many stars that twinkle,
throughout the heavens above;
You will be a bright reminder
of what it means to love.

:: Ódio e Desprezo ::

É tudo aquilo que mereces,
E tudo aquilo que te irei dar
Por cuspires na mão que por tanto tempo
Nunca te deixou de apoiar..

Perdi colegas, perdi amigos,
Mas fiquei sempre do teu lado.
É esta a paga que me dás
Por nunca te ter abandonado.

De mim apenas verás veneno
E toda a pior parte de mim.
Espero que estejas contente,
A minha paciencia chegou ao fim.

Quanto mais eu te conheço,
Menos te quero conhecer..
Odeio-te a tal ponto
De só te querer ver sofrer.

Agora tentas pedir desculpa!!
Achas que te vou perdoar assim?
E ainda tens a merda do descaramento
De te tentares comparar a mim??!

Eu sempre fui quem sou!
Tu finges ser quem és.
Nem que morras a tentar,
NUNCA me chegarás aos pés.

Por isso lava essa boca porca, imunda,
Antes de o meu nome sequer mensionar.
Lava bem com lixivia e água raz...
Reduz assim o risco de o sujar!

És uma merda, uma cópia banal,
Daquelas mais rascas que pode haver,
Uma puta de uma imitação barata,
Daquelas que nem se consegue vender.

Há pessoas que se oferecem,
Mas tu então és mesmo achada.
Só a tua presença me dá nojo,
Não passas de carne mastigada.

:: Dream Man ::

She has no words to describe
The way he makes her feel
She can't begin to imagine
If he touched her, how it'd feel.

Vision of his likeness
At night, inside her dreams
But at the dawning of wakefulness
His memory's just a gleam.

It's the closest she can get to him
A knowledge she must bear.
Only in the world of her subconscious
Can she show him how she cares.

A one-sided connection,
She uses him as her muse.
But he's unaware of her existence
So he's not really hers to loose.

She holds a tiny hope inside,
Never sharing it with others,
Of a secret love affair,
That she might have with her dream lover.

:: People ::

When the time is yours, the time is gone.
When it feels so right, it's on it's way to wrong.
When you love so much can you always be sure
That your love is a touch... that your love is a cure?
When you feel as if you're hated, will you make it through?
This unpredictable life... These unappreciated dues?
When you say what you feel, will they look at you and laugh?
When you know what you've learned, will they stab you in the back?
If you fall from where you're standing, will they try to make the save?
When you stand on what you're saying, will they listen as the road you pave?
When the time is yours... The future's awaiting...
The person you become... The people you're creating.

:: I Wonder ::

I wonder if he hated me...
What was going through his mind?
I wonder if he loved me...
What was inspiring his sign?
I wonder if he felt me?
Like goosebumps through the skin..
I wonder if he watched me
And cared for where I've been...

Like a loser that no one knew...
I wonder if he cheered for me.
Like a youngster that had grew...
I wonder if he cared for me.
I wonder if he was lying
When he said "You suck!"
I wonder if he was being honest
When he wished me "Good luck!"

I wonder if he will be with me
Until I have to fold...
I wonder if he will remember
Annie, as she grows old.

:: Asleep ::

Sitting on the porch, scared to ring the bell,
I wait for you to see me. I sit scared as hell.
Rocking in the chair, hoping the squeaks bring you near,
I wait for you to hear me, I'm alone so filled with fear.
Pacing on the hardwood, not knowing what to say
When you see me pacing, when you make your way.
Laying on your welcome mat, not feeling very welcome,
I guess you're in there sleeping, you're so peaceful when you sleep...
Freezing on the outside... so cold but yet so sweet.
Your body's on the inside... I'd kill to feel your heat.
Dialing on my phone the number of your phone.
I can't press send, so now I'm going home.
Walking to my car... I want to kill myself...
You make me feel complete...without you I'm never free.
Free from depressive states... of mind, body and soul.
Free from sad days with me... free from sad days alone.
Turning my ignition switch... bright lights start shining through.
My eyes are blinded momentarily... holy shit, it's you!
Sitting on the porch together... not worried about the bell...
We're looking in to each others eyes... I'm no longer scared as hell...
This night will be a memory... One that's sure to keep...
I didn't want to wake you... I thought you were asleep.

:: Reaching In ::

Let's say your name was Reaching In...
Let's say you were given this power.

A power that made you super...
A power that made you more than me...
A power that nobody else could have...
A power that only you could see...

A vibe that only you could feel...
A move that only you could perform...
A card that only you could deal...
A cold heart that only you could warm...

Let's say your name was Reaching In...
Let's say you were given this choice.

A choice that made you think...
A choice that made you fit out...
A choice that made you scared...
A choice that made you doubt...

A bad that only you could make good...
A crime that only you could steal...
A scene that makes you wish you could...
A hurt that only you could heal...

Let's say you were given this power...
Let's ask... Would you still be Reaching In?

:: Mirror of Lies ::

Look into your own eyes,
Check into yourself.
Look into your own world,
Look without the help
Of people who try to change you,
Of people who try to hurt you
The people that try to make you.
Something you're not. Something un-new
Look into your own past...
Create the history
Of things you've done
And things you're gonna do...
Of things you love
And things you'll breakthrough.
The things that fit...
The description of you
Are the things you need
To stand out in this zoo.

Look into... your mirror of lies...
Look deep into... your own strange eyes.

:: Trapped Inside ::

Inside a bubble that somebody blew,
I am the wall you see right through.

Away from space, I'm trapped inside.
There is no room... no room to hide.
Inside a star that everyone sees,
They see the sparkle, but can't see me.

Away from land, I'm trapped inside.
I'm sorry I did it... sorry I lied.
Inside a song that nobody hears,
There's only me, wet from tears.

Away from grace, I'm trapped inside.
I'm floating away to the other side.
Inside a world that you created,
I've left this world, myself has faded.

Away from love, I'm trapped inside.
I'm held from holding... my body's died.
Inside my soul that you reach through,
I am the ghost that stays with you.

Away from them, I watch you sleep.
I visit your dreams... in peace so deep.
Inside a bubble that somebody blew,
I am your angel... that somebody is you.

:: You ::

You comfort me better than any chair, bed, room, or house,
You amaze me more than any facts, stories, truths, or lies,
You enhance me more than any drug, drink, pill, or powder,
You predict me better than any parent, coach, counselor, or teacher,
You season me better than any salt, pepper, winter, or summer,
You entertain me more than any movie, show, song, or competition,
You control me better than any school, job, jail, or prison,
You love me more than any person, God, business, or existance...
In my existance, believe I do.
In our existance, I live for you.

:: All I Want ::

Another world, is where I want to go.
Another life, is what I want to show.
Another face, is what I want to feel.
Another card, is what I want to deal.

Another person, is who I want to be.
Another lover, is who I want to see.
Another hand, is what I want to hold.
Another business, is what I want to fold.

Another sickness, is what I want to end.
Another straight line, is what I want to bend.
Another power, is what I want to have.
Another lucky number, is what I want to grab.

Another time ... I don't know what I want...

:: What Can I Do? ::

4 pm, I can finally step outside.
I watch the sweet kidds play,
They smile at me, I smile back.
God, it's such a beautiful day..

The green grass, the bright blue sky,
The sun rays that warm my skin...
The dried tears they made me cry,
But nothing's as perfect as it seems

Mommy says I'll die alone...
Daddy says nothing coz he's away.
I care to know that she is right,
And not about what she has to say...

People outside, they make me sick,
Just turn around, stop and stare
With a disgusted look in their eyes.
All I can do is pretend not to care.

And then at night, amoung my friends,
I ask them out, they stay at home...
Not knowing what I'm thinking about,
The last thing I want is to be alone...

I try to get up, reach out for an hand,
I look around and no one's there...
I suffocate, I drown, I die..
Everyday I'm living this nightmare...

I need someone
To dry my tears,
And keep me away
From all my fears.

So here I write now...
Undressed of every mask.
Take a good look at me,
It might be your last...

What am I supposed to do,
When I can barelly feel?
When all dreams turn to dust,
or everything I believe isn't real..

I will swallow my pills
And pretend everything's okay.
I'll put on my favorite smile
And face another lonely day.

:: Forever ::

So much time when we feel alone...
So much time when we've nothing to do.
But still, forever isn't long enough
When I get to be with around you...

Any trouble that you have,
I know I'll help you through.
If you keep loving me as I am,
I promiss I'll keep loving you too

Coz forever and a little more...
Is until when I wanna be with you
Just forever isn't long enough...
It's little time in the company of you.

:: What We Are ::

You're beautiful... but strange... so am I.
You're resigned... but seek change... so do I.
You're smart... but still slow... so am I.
You're dark... but still glow... so am I.
You're impatient... but fast... so am I
You're tired... but still last... so do I.
You're waiting... but hasting... so am I.
You're leaving... but staying... so am I.
You're hot... but still cold... so am I.
You're established... but not old... so am I.
You're amazing... but weird... so am I.
You're yourself... but still feared... so am I.
We both want to be a forever seen star...
I've to say, a lot in common is what we are.

:: Fate ::

" Why do you drink? "
" Why do you smoke? "
" Why all the drugs? "
" Why are you a fucking joke? "

Reminding me of what I am or do
Is like stabbing me with a knife.
I'm not bothering anyone!
Why don't you mind your own life?

I'm just done getting up so I can face another day.
I'm done finding nothing but pain along the way.

I keep searching for ... something
But what the fuck am I looking for?
I try to believe, I get hurt.
I just can't take this anymore...

I breathe... Do I "live"? I still can't feel alive
Until my last breath I won't live... I'll survive.

:: Seeking for Answers ::

When we dream, during the day,
When we look out through the sky,
Is it normal for a person to look?
Is it normal for someone to cry?

While wide awake, can't sleep at night,
When we look out through the stars,
Does a normal person wonders about
Who wouldn't tear open our old scars?

When we gaze into the ocean,
When we keep staring at the sea,
Does a normal person wonders
What is it like to be the real me?

When they think about Heaven
And we imediatly think about Hell,
Does a normal person become scared?
Should we pick a different shell?

Still someone wonders about how have I been?
Or of what is it like to have a world within?
There aren't so many others beside me.
And there are so many questions that we all see.

There are always opinions and there are always lies.
So it's the same, day by day... until the body dies.
Who controls the soul? And who leads the way?
No one cares about it. So I'll shut up right away.