:: Numbers of my Life ::

14th February is here, I have no Valentine...
19 years alone, oh, this poor heart of mine...
It all started in 1991, my birth, 23th January.
Date I'd like to forget, but I'm forced to carry.

1st April of 2007 is a date I'll never forget,
I talked with the best person I have ever met.
Someone that can make me happy, numb and sad,
Someone I love so much that it makes me mad.

0 guys I had a crush on, 2 guys I truly loved...
1 was far away in presence, other away in soul.
Oh, silly me. I really thought he was the one...
He didn't took care of me, he turned me undone.

That crushing love I felt for those two
They were two different kinds of "love"
One was The One I'd like to spend my life with
The other was like a brother, but nothing beyond

1st December 2009. 1st day I haven't felt alone.
It was actally the only day I ever felt at home...
26th December and 22 January, worst days of my life
My heart got crushed and my hope stabed with a knife.

There are still some good and bad memories in between.
Well, mostly are bad and the good ones won't be seen.
Long 19 years of my life and that's all I can remember,
Bitter memories and things that my thoughts smother...

I still love him so much, and I know, forever will.
It hurts so much to know these wounds will never heal.
He is everything I wish. Like him there is no other one...
Oh, sorry for all this...! Happy Valentine's day everyone.